to a beautiful loving wife

There's nothing much I want to tell you
Just to tell you of how much you moved me,
How u changed me,
You made me a man just by loving me sweetheart..
And for that, i am literally GRATEFUL!
If u can promise me anything,
Promise me that
Whenever you are sad,
Or unsure
Or you lose complete faith
That you will try to see yourself through my eyes..
Thank you for the honour of being the perfect wife,
I'm a man with NO REGRET,
How lucky am I..
You made my life baby,
You give me strength,
You give me hope,
I couldn't imagine life without you..
Even we're oceans apart,
I could feel your presence,
each and every single second..
Again, thank you for always be there for me..

I MISS you
And I will ALWAYS LOVE you
That's a PROMISE
From an imperfect husband..

...xoxo...

John, i wasn't born yesterday! Don't try to fool me!!

Celaru.. tak tenteram..
Jiwa kacau..
macam biasa, keluar mencari ketenangan
di tengah2 kesunyian malam, aku sendiri
merindui dia nun jauh di sana..

sungguh...
rasa tidak bermaya
tidak berdaya
tiada tenaga
tiada motivasi

beginilah nasib diriku yang malang
oh Tuhan...
berikanlah aku ketenangan
berikanlah aku kekuatan
berikanlah aku petunjuk
limpahilah aku dengan rahmat dan hidayahmu

p/s: tajuk tiada kena mengena dengan anda semua..